Nameless.

why is it that i feel like shit when you’re the one who made the mistake? i hate that you make me feel like this but most of all i hate that i still love you after what you’ve done. i’ve always been insecure, you knew and were aggravated by the fact, then you do this and make it worse. you have no idea how bad you screwed up and you expecting me to just be fine with it is fucking crazy. it’s only been a few days, i need more time. the worst part is how i knew the truth and you still kept lying. trust you? how can i do that now when you were gonna so effortlessly lie to me for forever? you knew this would hurt me and you didn’t stop or think of me. i hate being that girl.